intro

so...here we go..
i recently hit the absolute end of my rope. the very end. where, if it weren't for many things beyond my own strength, i wouldn't have been able to hang on any longer. we all hit these points in life; so we all understand how much the smallest, most insignificant things can make all the difference and, ultimately change our lives. as i sat, 100% bummed out and hating life, i was with someone i love with all of my heart who decided to show me something to cheer me up. upsidedowndogs.com if you haven't seen it you really should. it made me laugh good and hard, till i was crying and basically peeing my pants. it was EXACTLY what i needed most. it didn't fix everything..didn't make everything better; but it made that moment, that day even, bareable. i understand that everyday won't need to be "bareable." some will be awesome. some good. some peaceful. whatever it may be.. but the must all be positive..a success..something i can look back on with fondness..as cheesy as it sounds. i am the kind of person that is always too eager for tomorrow..but then when i finally get there i find my self longing to go back to yesterday. the trick is to be content with the present. so...after all this thinking i have decided to record things on this blog. everything really...haikus, quotes, my quirky, random thoughts.. but the core of it will be something that i find, see, do, etc. etc. every single day that makes my heart happy. it started with upsidedowndogs.com last friday afternoon. followed by feeding my favorite ducks at first dam in logan, ut. & a crazy photo shoot. and today..i carved pumpkins with my sweet family & started this radical blog. :)